i like it when water burns;
it’s the good kind of sting
like swallowing spicy salsa
before the forced breath
my feet turn red and my knuckles turn red
and my shoulders turn red with heat
but it forces me to confront
my nerves
sometimes i stay under extra long
just to feel the shower wash over
me like those meditating monks
and shut my eyes to the sounds
of a deluge controlled